Sunday, October 30, 2011

family tithes

::Sigh:: 2 dreams --- same night - i had a dream i was loving up on my boyfriend when i hear the alarm system indicate the front  door had been opened. When i get to the living room my entire family showed up. my mother, my father, cousins, siblings cousins and dead ancestors. all in the living room.


i was mortified.. the house was a wreck. 

I woke p n told Camron about the incident - this happened a few nights ago. Yesterday i get a call from my dad.... everyone is coming down for thanks giving......that's not happened....ever. we've never had thanksgiving dinner together...i'm not sure i'm looking forward to that. we'll see if it actually happens.

when i have nightmares - its makes me frightened to dream. i dreamt of being an insignificant artist-- i think it was more of an anxiety dream.... i was a washed up singer and an artist giving out weakly drawn things stapled together with waxy xerox copies....i was also about 45 i the dream.



i immediately got up n started drawing. after i cleaned up the living room

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